I kinda want to relive today. Because it wasn't that great in a lot of different ways.

Here's the good part. I got to go to Tema-chan's house and hang out with her and Sakura-chan. Despite it all, I had fun.

I started watching Naruto Abridged. I got through the first 10 episodes. Still, nothing beats Yugioh abridged.

Here comes the bad part. I know you don't care. But, whatever.

So, I got a message today. It's been on my mind all day. And I won't tell you what it said or who it's from. You wouldn't be able to guess it if you tried. Well... I will tell you one thing. It did happen to mention how annoying I am and how they wish I would just disappear. I've been hearing that a lot lately...

If Tema-chan and Sakura-chan were wondering, that's why the thing with Itachi-niisan bothered me so much. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ruin everything.

I felt even worse after that because I was bothering a close friend of mine, even though I knew he was busy. But I knew that he was probably one of the only things that could have made me smile. So, I made things complicated for him so that they would be easier for me. I am horrible.

I eventually called my mom so that she would come and pick me up. Because, for once in my life, I just wanted to be alone. So, she started yelling at me the second that I got to the car. She was questioning me on everything. And then she got all pissed off at me when I told her that there was nothing wrong. She started trying to make me feel guilty, telling me about how I never tell her anything and such. And then she wonders why I never tell her anything...

It just ended up that we got into a big fight. I'm currently not talking to her. I've really just had enough. You have no idea.

So, my chest always hurts when I get stressed out. And I got them tonight, so I went outside. (Which my mom yelled at me for doing, because my dad was out cutting the lawn.) My dad ending up going back in the house after a while... And I realized something... He's really amazing. He ended up making me laugh. Not even just smile. But nearly die laughing. So, maybe he has those moments when he acts his shoe size and not his age... But I owe a lot to him. Sure my mom is the parent that does all of the laundry, and the cleaning, and the shopping and such. But my dad is the one who I have all my fond memories with. He's currently singing along with this song on tv. Haha. He's the one who taught me to carry a tune, too. Where would I be without him?

I also realized that I'm closer with my grandma than with my mom. I can tell my grandma almost anything. Perhaps it's because she doesn't always try to change what I think. And she doesn't always try to make me more girly and preppy like my mom wants me to be. My mom thinks there's, like, something wrong with me or something.

*sigh* Things seem to be quite complicated. I think that I'll go and... Figure them out... or something...